Thursday, 15 March 2012

Assembly Elections 2012

Assembly elections2012 had a few lessons for all of us.There were lessons for political parties of course. But there were lessons for the psephologists--both professional and amateur variety and   for the individual citizens  as well.It was almost a foregone conclusion that in Uttar Pradesh, the Samajvadi Party led by Mulayam Singh will emerge as the single largest party but that it will get such a huge majority was not in the wildest thoughts of even the most optimistic supporter of that party. That it got such a big majority of seats dashed the hopes of the Congress party which had been dreaming of at least sharing the power in the state if not outright ruling it by insisting on having its own chief minister should the Samajvadi Party fall short of a majority and need the support of the Congress Party to form a government. Of course the biggest loser was the Bahujan Samaj Party which lost its government.The Bhartiya Janata Party which had hoped that it would share the power if BSP needed some help after the elections were over was also disappointed.Samajvadi Party got so many seats that it now needs no one's help in forming the government.
What are the lessons for the individual citizens?The lessons are:that your caste matters more than the well-being of the state and the nation;that law and order matter much less for the citizens; that muslims may not be traitors but they certainly are not patriots as is exemplified by their en mass voting for the Samajvadi Party knowing it full well that the party represented something that is anti-modern. Last time the Party went openly against computers and the English language and although they have promised laptops and tablets to students this time, their middle age mindset could not have undergone a sea change  in just five years. Election victory of Samajvadi Party,therefore, was likely to push the state backwards. This fact was known to everybody including muslims. Still the fact that they chose to elect this party goes to prove that imminent backwardness to which the state would be pushed to does not matter to them.The second aspect is the goonda raj to which the state of Uttar Pradesh was subjected  when this party ruled last time.Today,even when the government of the party has not  been sworn in, media are filled with the reports of the alleged excesses by the workers of the Samajvadi Party. A young boy has reportedly been killed  and  dozens of huts of the dalits have been gutted. If this is the 'agaaz' what the 'anzaam' is going to be is anybody's guess. The Samajvadi Party had promised that there would be no return of the 'goonda raj' that the state had witnessed last time but omens appear to be bad.There have been a few incidents since the victory of the SP was announced. Akhilesh Yadav, the son of Mulayam Singh blames the officialdom for these incidents stating in a press conference that officials want to discredit their party's government as they fear their transfers which would be effected immediately after the new government assumes office. But we all know what the truth is.Criminals who form the rank and file of the Samajvadi Party are not going to mend their ways easily. And they are definitely going to demand their pound of flesh for their support to the party. It will be interesting to see how the party leadership tackles this thorny issue.
The results of the Punjab assembly  elections were unexpected. The Shirimani Akali Dal and Bharatiya Janata Party combine pulled out what could , for want of a better word  be called a miracle. During the past forty-six years,no party or coalition had been returned by the electorate to power a second time. So the election results this time were nothing short of a miracle. How the ruling combine managed this will  always be shrouded in mystery. What I can guess are the three factors: the first was that the image of the Congress party had received a battering at all-India level and anti-incumbency in Punjab was not adequate to undo the damage caused to the Congress party by its all India image.The second was the absence of emphasis on the panthic aspects by the Akalis in this year's campaign They had given more seats to Hindus this time. This created an assuring secular atmosphere in the state causing more Hindus to come out and vote .The third and the most important factor was that this time, for a change, the ruling alliance could really boast of having done something for the development of the state and its people.The Akali-BJP combine won with a larger majority this time than it had done last time.
Uttarakhand, Manipur and Goa are the smaller states. Goa was, of course, bound to give a verdict in favour of Manohar Parrikar, what with the naked dance of corruption in that state and a few ministers getting caught on criminal charges. Manipur did not have a viable option and hence it returned the Congress party to power.The most pathetic results were in the Uttarakhand. This was the only state which did not give a categorical verdict. No party could get an absolute majority in the assembly.Of the 70 seats that the assembly has,32 were bagged by the Congress,31 by the BJP, 3 by  the BSP, one by the Uttarakhand Kranti Dal and three by the Independents. Thus the Congress needed support of four more MLAs to get an absolute majority and the BJP needed that of   five MLAs.If the BJP had won one more seat that would be at the expense of the Congress and the equation would be:  the BJP 32, the Congress 31 and the rest as they were.This would have been possible,had the BJP chief minister B.C. Khanduri won from Kotdwar.  Khanduri was made the CM just a couple of months ago because Ramesh Pokhariyal 'Nishank' whom Khanduri replaced, was considered as a corrupt man.The irony is that Nishank has won, while Khanduri has lost. Khanduri lost because he contested from a Rajput dominant constituency. Garhwal being notorious for its 'kha' 'ba' politics, Khanduri had little chance of winning. Some say that Khanduri's defeat was a result of sabotage. Whatever it may be, the consequence is that a Congress government with Vijay Bahuguna as the chief minister has been installed  in Dehradun. Vijay Bahuguna does not have the support of the majority of Congress MLAs but he has the blessings of the High Command i.e. Sonia Gandhi the Congress President of India.It appears that a majority of Congress MLAs wanted Harish Rawat to be the chief minister if a sitting MLA was not to be the chief minister .Harish Rawat is now sulking and is reported to have resigned as a minister from the Union Council of Ministers.The big question is: will Bahuguna be able to win a vote of confidence? Or for how long can he continue as the chief minister of Uttarakhand?  

Tuesday, 24 January 2012

The General's Age

Just a couple of days before he filed a writ petition in the Supreme Court under Article 32 of the Constitution, General V.K. Singh the COAS, is reported to have said that he had not thought of moving the court till that time. I think that was a totally misleading statement.General Singh must have been contemplating this move for a long time.He must have planned his move meticulously because he had earlier submitted a statutory appeal to the government. He is not a green horn that he did not know what fate his statutory appeal would meet.In ninety nine percent cases the statutory appeal filed by officers of the defence forces  personnel is rejected. Mostly the appeal is against the supersession of the officials. The G&A branch of the Ministry acknowledges the appeal and sends it to the concerned force i.e.the army or the navy or the air force for comments.The force in almost all cases re-iterates the position  and the Ministry generally agrees with that. In some cases the reference returns to the Ministry after the chief has seen it i.e. he has agreed that the supersession is justified. It is unlikely that the Chief  of the Army Staff did not know this fact. Then why did he submit a statutory appeal?              He submitted it because he knew that if he went to the Supreme Court without  first exhausting this channel, the Court would throw out the case without even bothering to go into its merits.
.People are criticizing A.K.Antony the Defence Minister that he has not evinced enough sensitivity to this important issue. Yes, Antony is like that.He just can not think for himself but is guided entirely by his personal staff. If this means disregarding the views of even the Defence Secretary, so be it. His earlier stint in the Union Cabinet as the Minister of Food and Civil Supplies was anything but remarkable.Officers of the Defence Ministry by now know very well what calibre their Minister has and also why he is there.
The question is what happens to the General if the Court chooses to dismisse his petition? Will the government sack him?This is the first time that an army general has thus embarrassed the government. So would he go unpunished? I don't think this government would punish him directly but he may be denied any post- retirement sinecure appointment. The situation will become more piquant if the General succeeds in his endeavour,i.e. he gets a favourable verdict from the Supreme Court in the next four months i.e. before the 31st May 2012 when he would superannuate.He will then insist that he be allowed to continue as the Chief till May2013. Then each day that he is in the office, he will be a thorny prick to the government in general and to the Defence Minister in particular.Will  the Minister be asked to tender his resignation then?Perhaps not, as Mr. Antony is the Defence Minister of the country not because the PM wants him to be the Defence Minister but because someone else more powerful than the PM wants him so. Who is bothered about the demoralisation of the armed forces that Antony's continuation in the office entails?.I wish Iwould prove wrong but I have a feeling that if there is an external aggression on the country today, its defences would crumble just as a bridge made by corrupt contractors and venal engineers crumbles.
If General Singh succeeds in his efforts and continues till 2013, the loser will be not only Lt. Gen. Bikram Singh who is likely to become the COAS (if General Singh  retires now i.e. in 2012), but also the Government of the country. There will be a complete trust deficit between the Government and the General for a period of one year. Officers who would have got their promotions as a consequence of General Singh's superannuation in 2012 will now have to wait for one more year. Some of them, including Lt. General Bikram Singh would even retire as the age at which the officers in the armed forces retire is linked to their rank--,the higher the rank, the farther the date of superannuation.So there will be quite a lot of heartburn if General Singh gets one more year as COAS. 

Saturday, 14 January 2012

Terror of a Purana

It is customary among some of the Hindus to organize a recitation of the Garuda Purana within  the thirteenth day of the death of a member of the family. In fact the Hindu scriptures also enjoin this. It is part of the rituals that are required to be performed by the family of the departed.The Puranas are the texts comprising tales and adventures of some divine personages or the rishis. Thus we have Vishnu Purana, Shiv Purana, the Bhagwat Purana ( the story of Krishna),   Narad Purana etc. All these puranas tell the story of the divine personages i.e.Vishnu, Shiv, Krishna, Narad etc..The Garuda Purana is a little different in that it is not the story of the adventures of  Garuda, who, according to the Hindu sacred books, is the vehicle of Vishnu and is a bird-- a hawk with supernatural divine powers.But the Garuda Purana does not describe the adventures of this bird.It is but a dialogue between him and his lord viz. Lord Vishnu.
In the book Lord Vishnu tells Garuda what happens to a person after he gets out of his mortal body.Sixteen chapters of the book describe in detail how the person is transmuted first in a being with dimensions of a hand and then with dimensionsof a thumb.The description of what he undergoes is a tale of unqualified terror.The reader is taken through  paths paved with all kinds thorns, burning coal, boiling oil and incessant beatings. A normal middle class man who attaches far more value to the written word in general and the word of a scripture in particular, is bound to be filled with extreme terror when he is told what fate he is going to meet in the nether world.There is a detailed description of various kinds of sins and the punishment each of these sins entails There is a strong emphasis on doing good which generally means giving out liberally mostly to brahmins. It is enjoined upon the the person whose father has died and who is performing the rituals after his death for salvation of his soul  that he should give so much to the brahmin conducting the ritual as would be sufficient to meet his needs for the entire year to come.
I think it is because of the Puranas such as the Garuda Purana that there is so much anger against the brahmins. When I , a brahmin myself, felt so strongly against  the author of this book, it is easy to guess the amount of angst the non-brahmins are likely to have against it. And it is not against this book alone.It has become generic i.e.against all the so called sacred books of the Hindus.And since the books were supposed to have been written by the brahmins, the ire has got transferred against them i.e. the brahmins. Today the brahmins are the most despised group of people in the country getting the blame for everything that is wrong with it including the ascendance of Dr. Manmohan Singh as the prime minister. I think that the books such as the Garuda Purana are responsible for this kind of antipathy to a considerable extent. But the lesson should not be missed. Sins of forefathers do visit their sons and grandsons, otherwise, we the brahmins of today would not have to suffer for the deeds of our ancestors.But the fact that the people are still asking a brahmin to read the Garuda Purana, even today i.e. in 2012 christian era  following the death of a member of their family speaks volumes about the vice-like grip that the religion has on our collective psyche.

Thursday, 5 January 2012

Bharat Bhushan Uniyal (1943--2011)

Our father Shri Mohan Lal Uniyal lost his wife just a few years afterhis marriage leaving no issue behind.Father resisted strongly the pressure from his elders and relations to get married again. But the pressure continued unabated. Infact the pressure increased when father built a huge house in the village.      One of his cousins thereafter  asked whether he i.e. my father intended to spark a quarrel amongst the cousins and their sons over his share of  the property that would have no owner once he departed from the scene. Finally, arguments such as these prevailed and our father , twelve years after the death his first wife got married again to a girl who was almost nineteen years his junior.It was not a compulsion for the girl's family because, at that time in the society , such marriages were taking place, and people did not mind marrying off their daughters to older grooms provided the latter were from a good khandan i.e. a respectable(sic) family.The girl in question is now our mother Gayatri Devi .Bharat Bhushanji was born after about one year and ten months of this second marriage.
Since a male child who would be the heir of the father was born, there were bound to be celebrations, especially as the long gap between the death of father's first wife and the marriage with the second had created some kind  of negative  atmosphere.
Originally the proud father named his son as Bharatendu Pratap Mohan but the teacher in the primary school made it  just Bharat Bhushan because he felt that the name was rather longish.
Bharat Bhushanji, though not a bright student, managed to get through his junior high school without much of a hassle The problem began when he had to be sent out to a place called Chamba a small habitat which boasted of a High School.(This Chamba is not to be mistaken with a district of the same name in the Indian state of Himachal Pradesh).Sensing that Bhaiji had fallen into bad company at Chamba as  he could not pass his 10th Board Examination even after  two attempts, our father wisely sent him to stay with a  cousin in Dehra Dun, a well known town of north India, famous for its many assets including the  Doon School and the Indian Military Academy.
Dehra dun was the place where Bhai saheb spent a larger part of his life.He was doing his graduation from the DAV College.His younger brother Suresh Mohan Uniyal, the next in the line of siblings, was also with him in the final year  as the Bhaiji had to repeat the 10th class more than once allowing the younger brother to catch up.
Then, when the two brothers were going to sit for the final examinations, a major calamity struck the family. Our father, the sole bread earner of a large family, died  leaving behind  our mother, five sons, two daughters and two female cousins and their widowed mother i.e. our aunt. Apart from crops from a small tract of unirrigated  land there was no other source of income for the family. Father died in March 1962. The younger brother i.e. Suresh Mohanji  got a job with the Survey of India onthe 1st of January 1963 and the elder one i.e. Bhaiji in July of the same year. Bhaiji's job was with the Defence Accounts..             Both the brothers continued to  make sacrifice for the cause of the family--bringing up the younger brothers and sisters, getting the cousins married , paying the school and college fee of the siblings, performing the final rites of the aunt, who had died meanwhile, and all sorts of activities necessary to survive in the India of 1960s and 70s.
Bhaiji got married in1970 and soon thereafter moved his own way leaving the younger siblings to fend for themselves. But the younger brother who was also in the job continued  to mentor his younger siblings. Then the younger brothers also got jobs and the sisters too, got married and the family dispersal got underway. I got into the Central Government Civil Service . The next of the siblings..Arvind joined the Indian army as an officer and after some time the youngest brother too managed to land a job  with a nationalised bank Except for a brief stint in Morar near Gwalior, Bhaiji stayed mainly in Dehra Dun, first completing his M.A. in English literature and then succeeding at his Section Officers' Examination conducted by the Defence Account department. During the concluding years of his  service tenure he managed a posting in New Delhi, mainly with a view to providing a better education to his two children...a daughter and a son.Just when he had about two tears to reach sixty years the prescribed  age of superannuation from the Indian government service, he  quit the job, purchased an apartment flat in one of the housing societies of Delhi and settled there.In the mean time,his daughter got an MBA degree from a London based university and  entered matrimony.The son stayed with his parents and  continued that way.
On  the 27th December 2011 Bhaiji gave up his mortal body to join the immortals. It was a heart attack that took him away.Before that he had suffered a mild stroke causing a serious impairment of his speech faculties.
Bhaiji will be remembered by us for many of his qualities and many of the things he did.While at Chamba he mastered the art of playing marbles and along with one Jaswant Singh ruled the Chamba marble scene We learnt marble playing from him. Bhaiji was interested in the lives of the great men. He loved the fact that Hitler was also born in the month of April and on a date very near his own birth day perhaps thereby convincing himself that he too could be as great  as the Fuherer. He learnt palmistry by studying the books written by Cheiro and Comte de St. Germaine. He would read his own palm and also those of his brothers and friends. He also learnt astrology and learnt to interpret horoscopes and natal charts but here  he trusted only the Indian system and not the Western one.. In the village where we were born there were no clocks and watches at that time with the result that our horoscopes and charts used to be cast mostly by guessing what sign would be rising at the time of birth.A cousin from the village had cast his horoscope showing the Jupiter in the tenth house. Since the traditional books on astrology extolled such a combination skyhigh, Bhaiji became ecstatic because he was then convinced that he was destined  to attain a high  position in life.We also learnt astrology mainly from the books he brought and we are indebted to him for this. But we are more indebted to him for opening our eyes and ears.  He inculcated in us either knowingly or what is more probable, indeliberately, a love for reading books---books of all kinds including detective fiction. The result was that our horizons were widened and we learnt to see things in perspective, making us more rounded personalities and , I daresay, better human beings.He could never spell it out but he knew ,perhaps instinctively, that a way out of the wretchedness of life in India for people like us was  through education and through being better than many others, the evidence of which was your success at  a competition He himself appeared in a couple of competitive examinations showing us that even we, the poor village folk coming from one of the most backward areas of the country can make it good to a certain extent.
Yes, he was quirky too. He believed the written word as if it were gospel truth. He had a false notion of his physical and intellectual powers--he would not mind accepting the challenge to fight a wrestling match not only  with his collegue Virendra Badoni but also with a professional wrestler. Guided totally by emotion he would take it to heart if somebody  proved him incorrect on facts.But he was all kindness and forgave unconditionally.
Bhaiji, wherever you may be .kindly accept my 'pranams' a hundred times and a thousand times.I know that your soul, if there is a thing like that will certainly find the place it so much deserved.

Friday, 9 December 2011

Dev Anand's Demise

On the 4th of December2011, early in the morning, Dev Anand left this world. The death did not take place in India but in London. The news spread like wild fire. I do not know about people of the present generation but for those of an earlier generation Dev saab was indestructible and a perpetual mascot  of agelessness with whose screen role every man, young or old, liked to identify himself  and every woman, again young or old, loved to romance with.. A columnist described  beautifully how every woman in the audience imagined  that Dev, while expressing his love for the heroine on the screen ,seemed to  love her also.I believe that having such incredible charm is a decisive proof that God created the person as someone special. And Dev Saab was indeed someone special. Otherwise, how would you explain a petty clerk working in an army office rising to be the heart throb of the millions, not only for  a year or two but perhaps for decades! Of the troika of that age, viz. Raj Kapoor, Dilip Kumar and DevAnand, the first two, perhaps,  were rated as better actors. But the actor whose entry on the screen raced the heartbeat of the spectators was Dev Anand. For many he represented the ne plus ultra of the male beauty which was not only physical but ehereal too.
Yes, this was that ethereal quality of his persona that made him a legend. I suspect that reason for Dev Anand becoming what he became was that his love for his heroines was not just screen love. It was genuine.He really fell in love with his female co-stars, although for obvious reasons he could not admit that publically.I do not think most of his heroines reciprocated the same way. His failure to get married to Surraiya is too well known but he  was more than  disappointed when Zeenat Aman bolted into Raj Kapoor's camp for getting a role in Satyam Shivam Sundaram..However, he never stopped in his tracks. It was not in his nature to wallow in his failures and disappointments. Therefore,he would launch another movie with another heroine, newer and younger, not bothering about the fate of the previous ones.Although everybody says today that he was an evergreen personalty the fact remains that , after the Eighties he failed to read the changing tastes and thus can be said to have failed to keep pace with the time. Otherwise,  flop after flop would not come out from the Navketan. But it is a fact that he had what  for want of  a better expression can be called 'star power'. Jug Suraiya, the Times of India columnist describes how Dev Anand transformed a hostile atmosphere in Nepal  when Hare Rama Hare Krishna was being shot at Kasht mandap into a friendly one just by holding a press conference at which every person in the audience felt that he was in fact a participant instead of being a mere spectator  or a passive listener. .
Dev Anand's life tells us once again, if there is a need to tell that Time is bigger than even the biggest in this world.Of course, there would not be another Dev Anand.           

Wednesday, 30 November 2011

Dr. Dolkar and her Herbal Medicines

Ankit suggested that we should consult Dr. Dolkar, a Tibetan doctor who treats patients with herbal medicines..One of Ankit's friends' father who had been suffering from cancer and about  whom  the doctors practicing allopathy had declared that he would survive only three months had been treated by Dr. Dolkar.  The man  then  lived for more than ten years.Well, it was tempting. Who knows her medicines could work for me too?What was the harm in giving it a try?
So we went to the Kalkaji area of Delhi.There was no need of a prior appointment.We could go there between 9 a.m. and 12 noon in the mornings and between 5p.m. and 7 p.m. in the afternoons and wait for our turn.We reached there around ten a.m.. A young man and a young woman behind an almost semi circular counter were dispensing medicines, attending telephones and were also giving small slips of paper containing serial numbers for the visitors.The visitors would take their slip , read the serial number, look at a small screen on the wall behind the counter to know the visitor of what serial number was with the doctor, look at the serial number on their slips, assess  mentally how much more time they are likely  to be waiting for their turn and begin waiting patiently.The number on our slip was 9. The small screen on the wall behind the counter indicated that the  visitor with the doctor carried the slip containing the number four meaning thereby that we might have to wait for a considerably long time for our turn. And wait we did.
After about an hour we were seated before Dr. Dolkar, a reasonably stoutly built Tibetan woman in her late forties ( or that is what I thought).. She glanced through my reports and made three observations: it was a treated case i.e. the surgery had been performed to remove the tumour; the disease appeared to be at an initial stage since the biopsy plate did not show a fully blown up flower that is apparent when the disease has advanced  considerably;and that no relevant blood tests had been conducted to assess the level of cancer in the body.She advised that I should undergo the following cancer marker blood tests and show her the reports to enable her to make necessary changes in the doses or contents of the medicines she was asking me to start immediately:
LDH (Lactate Dehydroganese)
AFP (Alpha Fetoprotein)
CEA (Carcino Embryonic Antigen)
CA19.9(Pancreatic Cancer Marker)
Beta 2 CgA (Chromogranin AMicroglobulin, Serum and
FDP (DR- 70)
The reporting process took many days, may be a month and the reports were more or less normal except for the following:-
FDP (DR-70) was H1.7,the normal would be less than 1; Chromogranin A was 169.39 ng/ml,the normal would be less than 100ng/ml; CEA was 7.30 ng/m/l; the normal ranges were less than 5 for smokers and less
than 3 for non-smokers
On our next visit Dr. Dolkar looked at the reports and said that there would be a need to repeat one of the tests after about two months and that  the decreased levels in that report would indicate that the medicines were having an effect. She further said that only when the markers are within normal ranges continuously for three long years can the patient be declared as having been freed of the cancer The treatment would continue for three years and the cost of medicines would be between three and five hundred rupees every week ( She had told us about the costs and the duration of the treatment at our first visit)
Since my first visit I have been taking the medicines regularly at mornings,between 10a.m. and 11 a.m.,between 3p.mp. and 4p.m. and the last thing at nights. In the first week the doses comprised four pills  but now they are five pills each time. She has told me that I could continue with these medicines even if I have to undergo chemotherapy at a later date.
Incidentally, I am simultaneously taking what may be called the desi treatment comprising neem leaves, basil leaves and linseed oil leavened into freshly made cottage cheese from cow's milk.This latter i.e. cottage cheese concoction is courtesy Shri Jagroshan Lal Sharma, my daughter's father-in-law who procured the freshly extracted linseed oil from somebody in Meerut where he stays.I really do not know how I can repay the debt of all these people including my wife who makes cottage cheese every day in the morning.I sincerely hope and pray that earnest efforts of all these people do not go in vain .

Wednesday, 9 November 2011

Abhinav Bindra's A Shot at History

If one wants to get an idea as to what all goes into making of an Olympic champion, one should grab this book and read it from cover to cover. Bindra's book is good to read, written in a somewhat chatty style but a long list of references  at the end of the book confirms that a lot of hard work and scholarly research has gone into making of this book. Credit should be shared by Rohit Brijnath whose name has been given as a co-author. Brijnath, who is a senior journalist, has given a style to the content that makes this book an enjoyable read.

Apart from the Preface which has been written by Brijnath,
 the book also has a prologue and an epilogue in addition to a customary Acknowledgements written by Bindra himself.
The book begins with the defeat at the Athens Olympics, at which Bindra lost at the Finals winning not even a bronze medal. A detailed description of his performance there has been given as also of the resultant heartbreak. Athens figures again in the chapter 'The Greek Tragedy' where Bindra reveals somewhat cannily that the shooting plane on which he stood for the final shoot was defective which ruined his scoreThe Athens experience is not, however an entire waste. This experience is used by the shooter and his support staff and his parents to prepare him in a  more assured  manner for the next Olympics i.e. the Beijing ones where the shooter finally wins the coveted gold medal In between he also wins the World Championship and  some other individual events
The theme that runs through the entire book as a perennial stream is that the Olympic champions are not made just like that.Apart from the back-breaking hard work--reaching the shooting range at 3 am everyday for months together and practicing steadfastly with an almost monk-like singlemindedness and concentration-the journey to the medal also involves mechanical, psychological, psykinetic training and, to a large extent, divine support. And this is more so in the sport of air-pistol shooting in which Bindra participates.More than all this is the parental support which luckily he received to the fullest extent.
Bindra acknowledges gratefully the support and assistance provided by his parents.But other than the parents he expresses his indebtedness to his German coaches-a husband-wife team of Heinz and Gaby and his friend and buddy Amit Bhattacharjee. Of course the contribution of other coaches has not been ignored.. He has a huge respect for his fellow shooters from India-Anjali Bhagwat, Gagan Narang, Suma Shirur Samaresh Jung and Deepali Deshpande and makes it clear that there is no rivalry between him and Narang.
After the failure at Athens, Bindra gets obsessed  with the idea of getting a gold medal and starts working like a man possessed to win it at the Beijing event. He describes lucidly how his mental state of readiness at Beijing was different from what it had been at Athens and how some physical and mental adjustments made him win a gold there while at Athens he could win no medals. He states and quotes the fellow shooter Anjali  Bhagwat that Bindra's performance at Athens was better than that at Beijing.
Bindra describes unenthusiastically how he was felicitated and lionized after his victory at Beijing---receiving letters from the prime minister, the president and almost everybody who was somebody in India. Being invited by different States and sports bodies, being felicitated by them,throngs of people waiting at the either side of the roads etc was a surreal experience which Bindra enjoyed to the hilt. But , and it is to his credit, that he did not lose his head as he mentions categorically that your past record means nothing and that the next Olympics begin the day the previous ones have ended.
Like many sports persons in the country, Bindra, too, does not have many kind words for the sports administrators. According to him, administrators do not know much about the  training requirements of the sports persons -their diet, their equipments  their physical and mental well-being and the overall environment needed to excel, which all world level competitions in general and Olympics in particular require.
Bindra, who has recently been conferred an honorary rank of lieutenant colonel is a candidate for the London Olympics also. Let us hope he does not disappoint a nation of a billion plus. Bindra is the only Indian to have won a gold medal in an individual event in any Olympics.The book should be read by every sport person who aspires to win a medal in any worthwhile event, his/her parents, coaches, support staff and lastly by sport administrators.